Mr. Honkers Blog Page

I believe in myself because I have many accomplishments under my belt already.  In fact I am a very driven person.  Driven to the point of perfection and doing my absolute best at whatever the task is put before me.  Although, to lose weight and gain muscle has been a real challenge to my being.  I have not given up on myself, but others have given up on me and that creates a deep loss of self esteem for me.  When I was a child, I was a daddy pleaser.  If I did not do as I was told, I got in bad trouble with my dad.  He does not see how that affected me and still does today.